I am so fucking sick
of going out of my way to help people and getting shit for it.
of being the reliable one who always has people’s backs.
I’m tired of this bullshit. I am my own fucking person who can be appreciated for more than just what I can do for you at any given time.
I hate that I never say no. I hate that I’m so fucking quiet all the time and I suppress my personality so that strangers around me can feel more comfortable. I hate how much I change for other people so that they can be happy.
Fuck this shit, and fuck you.
And what I hate the most? None of this is ever going to change, because this is who I am.
